Was he thinking too much?

Zheng Ren laughed. He did not think so. However, from Little Rock’s expression, it seemed like he was trying very hard to survive.

Even if he had experienced endless chemotherapy, even if he had experienced a surgery that even Zheng Ren only had a 50% chance of success, even if his lungs had secreted 2500 ml of watery phlegm and slime overflow in a day …

The road ahead was difficult, but he was still working hard, and it seemed like he had never thought of giving up.

“We had an agreement before.” Little stone replied,”living has always been tiring. You’ve never seen my dad, have you?”

Zheng Ren nodded. His heart was as still as water, without sorrow or sadness, and without the annoyance and joy of coaxing a child. He was already ready to play the role of a listener.

“My dad is also very tired. Even when I mention him, I feel that I should not live.” Little stone closed his eyes and said in a hoarse voice that only he and Zheng Ren could hear,”he’s working outside to earn money. He’s worked two to three jobs and I can feel that he’s lost weight every once in a while when I watch the video.”

“They also have your doubts, so they threw this difficult problem to me. Why are all adults like you? Don’t you think it’s too cruel to throw such a difficult question to a child?”

Zheng Ren pouted helplessly. This fellow’s sharp and unkind words were no less than Su Yun ‘s.

“Hey,” Little stone opened his eyes. There was no sadness or indecisiveness in his eyes, but more of a smile.

Zheng Ren looked at him in silence and seriousness.

“I’ve already made my decision, but you guys still have to ask me over and over again. It’s really annoying. ” Little stone said,”I thought that it would be fine because of the money. But since you’ve already covered this part of the cost, what else do I have to worry about?”

“Brother, I see that you’re quite depressed. It’s not because of financial reasons, right? You beat around the bush and told me that you actually don’t have enough money. It’s not cheap to live here. ” Little Rock asked.

“No.” Zheng Ren’s heart was a little hazy, and he could not get rid of it. He said very sincerely,””Money is not a problem, at least to me. Last year, I was making 3000 Yuan a month in Haicheng. “

“How did you survive?”

“I basically don’t spend any money. At that time, I didn’t think about getting married. I have a rental apartment. I’m sharing it with a live streamer, little Zhao. ” Zheng Ren said with a smile. It was quite interesting to recall what happened last year.

“To me, I didn’t even dare to think about the future. Would there be a future? They all say not to let the child lose at the starting line, but I’ve already lost everything. ” Zheng Ren said without any emotion.

“The same as me?” Little Rock asked.

“Pretty much. In essence, he’s the same as you. At that time, I felt wronged and couldn’t say anything even if I was angry. I could only remain silent. ” Zheng Ren rarely spoke his heart, but today, little stone touched a soft spot in his heart that he had never shown to anyone.

The words that she would never say in her life were all said now. Perhaps … This was also the aftereffect of using the eye of truth.

“But there’s no other way. It’s very difficult for humans to survive. So I understand what you’re saying. I understand your parents and you. “

“Tell me about your time.” Little stone tried his best to smile again.

Zheng Ren’s heart felt warm. He could understand how difficult it was for little stone to smile. He was already in this state, but he still wanted to use a smile to comfort her. This child was very sensible.

“Well, Sea city is a small place, so everyone knows each other. Most of the doctors in the Department and their parents are in contact with each other, so the Department Director … It’s not that he’s bullying me, but I’m the only one who doesn’t have any contact with him. That’s why I’m the one doing all the dirty work. “

“Working is nothing. What’s important is that I’m not allowed to participate in the surgery.” Zheng Ren said calmly as if he was telling someone else’s story.”The people who came with me can already perform cholecystectomy, but I can only keep visualizing it in my mind and performing virtual surgery.”

“So miserable.” Said Little Rock.

“Yeah, it’s so miserable.” Zheng Ren laughed.”I’ve been thinking every day that when I rise up with the wind one day, I’ll definitely teach them a lesson!”

Little stone was much more energetic now as he listened to Zheng Ren’s story seriously.

“However, those four to five years have trained my ability to simulate surgery in my mind. “Sometimes, I would sleep and dream. I’d do surgeries for an entire night, and I’d be extremely tired. I’m usually busy in the unit, and the extra beds are full. Anyway, I’m just so tired. “

“Maybe fate feels too unfair to me. One day, my luck will change.”

“Wow!” Little stone exclaimed in admiration.

“I performed a very difficult surgery. Although Department Director Liu still looked down on me, I was appreciated by Department Director pan, and I was transferred to the emergency department to set up an emergency ward. Since then, I’ve been involved in interventional surgeries and all kinds of surgeries. “

“Now that I think about it, those four to five years were very painful. It was dark in front of my eyes, and I felt that I would never be able to get out of it in my life. However, I didn’t give up and continued to persevere. “

“I’m not saying how noble and brave I am, but what can I do if I don’t persist? Are we just going to walk down the mountain like this?”

“Brother, don’t complain to me. I don’t want to listen to chicken soup. How did you get your revenge after you got rich?” Little stone asked with great interest, even his voice was a little louder.

“In the beginning, I was also a little arrogant. Now that I think about it, I feel embarrassed. “Later on, director Liu, who used to suppress me, fell sick with liver cancer. I’m very good at treating this, and it wouldn’t be an exaggeration to say that I’m the best in the country. “

“There was one time when I went to the provincial capital for surgery. When I came out of the operating theater, I happened to see Department Director Liu being pushed out on a Gurney. I’ve also imagined this scene. I should have walked forward and asked calmly,”director Liu, what’s wrong with you?” Then, say something that will make him fly into a rage, and then turn around and leave. “

“What happened after that?”

“At that moment, I suddenly felt that it was meaningless. It was meaningless to do so.” Zheng Ren said,”there’s a bowl of chicken soup that says that anything that can’t kill you will make you stronger.”

“It’s quite annoying, and it doesn’t make sense. ” Little Rock said.

“Yes, but it was more in line with my state of mind at the time. On the way back, I was still thinking that I seemed to be more interested in treating people than taking revenge on director Liu. “

“Shouldn’t you be more interested in making money?”

“Sigh, for so many years, medical care has been elevated too high. Treating and saving people, there’s still a doctor’s kindness and whatnot. Ever since he was in school, his teachers had been saying that the doctors, nurses, and the public around him would all say the same thing when he entered society. Making money is just one aspect … Let’s put it this way, the progress in technology makes me happier. “

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