Fragmented Flames [Portal Fantasy, Adventure, Comedy]

Chapter 73: The Uninitiated


Ash stared at the blank parchment for nearly ten minutes before beginning to write. When the words finally came, her quill scratched a missive in sharp, clear strokes that bled silver against the pale fibers.

To the Mnemosynes,

We seek understanding of consciousness fragmentation and restoration. Not from academic curiosity, but from direct experience with phenomena that challenge conventional understanding.

Our shared history defies mundane explanations. We are simultaneously singular and multiple, fragments of a greater whole existing in distinct forms and memories. When one form is destroyed, the consciousness redistributes among the survivors until the missing aspect can be restored through directed energy release.

We've experienced this process repeatedly, yet the mechanism by which it operates eludes us. We seek comprehension of this magical union and its implications for identity, memory, and the nature of self. Furthermore, we offer whatever insight this experience provides to any lines of research you deem valuable.

Consider this an invitation to explore a mutually beneficial exchange.

She signed the message with her name and set down the silver quill, which immediately dissolved into wisps of metallic smoke.

The scholar read the message carefully, his expression betraying no hint of judgment, before rolling the parchment tightly and securing it with a leather thong. "I'll ensure your message reaches its destination."

"And then?" Ash inquired, studying the man.

"Then, should the Mnemosynes judge your insights sufficiently novel, you'll receive instructions for establishing contact. Otherwise... " He shrugged his shoulders, indicating the unlikelihood of a response.

With that, he returned to his manuscripts, his attention settling once more into the pages and leaving the two young women decidedly dismissed.

Outside the shop, they found the streets awash in sunshine as the city's residents bustled about their midday business.

"What do you think?" Ash asked as they navigated the thoroughfare.

"I don't know," Cinder admitted, glancing back toward the bookshop with a frown. "Letting more people know about our... condition feels like playing with fire."

"More so than conjuring fire from our own bodies?"

Cinder made a face as she contemplated the words.

"A fair point," she conceded. "I guess we've long passed the point of playing it safe. If the Mnemosynes can help us understand our condition..."

"...Or even just give us some idea of what to expect, it might be worth it," Ash finished, the two sharing a knowing glance. Cinder felt the unspoken question, the lingering uncertainty about whether understanding their condition mattered.

They'd developed a... method, a system for managing the curse's peculiarities. Perhaps this pursuit, this search for answers, was an attempt to understand something they'd long since learned to manage.

"We'll wait to hear from them," Ash said. "And in the meantime..."

"In the meantime, we continue as we have," Cinder confirmed. "As we'll always have to."

They lapsed into companionable silence as they walked, their footfalls carrying an unsaid weight through the bustling city streets.

The consciousness mapping session the following morning proved to be the most unsettling experience yet. Galen had spent the intervening hours reconfiguring his crystalline apparatus into something that resembled a cross between a physician's examination table and an alchemist's most ambitious experiment.

Three chairs arranged in a precise triangle, each equipped with what he called "neural resonance crowns"—delicate constructions of silver wire and crystalline nodes designed to gently cradle the wearer's head.

"The process is entirely non-invasive," Galen assured them as they reluctantly approached the strange setup. "We're simply observing the natural patterns of your mental connection."

"Observing how?" Ember asked, studying the crown that would apparently be monitoring her thoughts. The silver wires seemed to shift slightly in her peripheral vision, though they remained perfectly still when she looked at them directly.

Galen gestured vaguely at the myriad crystals suspended above them, linked by hair-thin wires into an intricate framework that seemed as likely to collapse under its own weight as it was to offer insight into their shared consciousness.

"The crowns act as receptors, attuning themselves to the unique frequencies of your individual minds. As you activate your connection, the apparatus will map the interplay between your mental states, allowing us to gain insight into the precise mechanisms of your shared link."

"Seems straightforward enough," Kindle ventured hesitantly. "Might even be a little enlightening to see what it all looks like from the outside."

Pyra, who'd taken her place in one of the three seats, looked somewhat less confident. "These things aren't going to scramble our brains, are they?"

"Absolutely not," Galen replied, though his tone carried the sort of certainty that came from theoretical knowledge rather than practical experience. "The crowns simply amplify and record the natural emanations from conscious minds. Think of them as... lenses that allow our measuring crystals to focus on specific mental phenomena."

With a wary sigh, Pyra settled the crown onto her head, prompting a cascade of chimes from the device. Ember and Kindle exchanged a brief glance before following suit, the air filling with the delicate music of their interconnected minds.

"Ready?" Galen asked, his hand hovering over the activation controls.

Three reluctant nods answered him.

The moment the equipment activated, Ember felt a subtle tug behind her eyes—less a physical sensation and more an awareness of invisible currents shifting within her skull. It wasn't painful or even particularly disorienting, but it was undeniably present.

Above and around them, the crystalline web flickered to life, casting delicate prismatic lights across the room's surfaces. The crystals hummed faintly as the resonance crowns communicated with them, tracing glittering patterns in the air that mirrored the intricate dance of their interwoven thoughts.

Ember closed her eyes, sinking deeper into the familiar tangle of their shared consciousness. She could feel the presence of Kindle and Pyra's minds—distinct, yet interwoven with hers in countless places. The apparatus must have responded to her increased focus, because the humming of the crystals grew louder.

She opened her eyes to find the room awash in light, the patterns traced by the crystals shifting from abstract geometry to swirling images that seemed to echo the contours of memory: of flame, and fear, and the comforting embrace of sisterhood.

"Fascinating," she heard Galen mutter, his attention fixed on the unfolding images. "The synchrony is remarkable, almost unprecedented... Such a deep integration..."

His words faded from her notice as she watched the unfolding display, the crystals weaving a visual narrative of their connection. The lights flickered and danced, tracing shapes that hinted at the experiences they'd shared, from the comfort of a shared campfire to the ferocious heat of their merged form.

And beneath it all, Ember became aware of something else: a subtle but insistent pressure. As she watched the unfolding narrative above, she felt a gentle tug at the edges of her thoughts, as though the apparatus were probing at the boundaries of her mind, looking for ways to pry deeper...

The thought sent an instinctive jolt of resistance through her—the urge to slam the doors of her mind shut against this too-gentle intrusion. At her reaction, the swirling images above seemed to falter, their patterns losing cohesion as ripples of discord disturbed the crystalline lattice.

"Easy, Ember," Pyra's voice murmured, filtering through the resonance that tied them together. "They're trying to help..."

"I know," Ember replied, her mental tone terse, "but that doesn't mean they need to see everything. We have... secrets. Things the Magisterium can't know."

She felt Pyra's tentative agreement, but also the fraying of the crystalline patterns above, and she realized that her own resistance could jeopardize the entire experiment. With effort, she willed herself to relax, to open the doors of her mind a fraction wider and to offer the inquisitive presence the merest hint of the complexity that lay within.

Above, the patterns swirled and stabilized, resuming their dance as the presence settled into a sort of satisfied hum.

Galen watched the cascading images and shifting patterns projected by the crystalline lattice with fascination, his fingers twitching as if he were mentally cataloguing each movement and reaction. Behind him, Valerian jotted down notes on a parchment scroll, his face betraying only the faintest hint of the academic zeal that burned in Galen's eyes.

After several minutes of silent observation, Galen murmured quietly to himself, though his words were perfectly audible to the women seated around the apparatus.

"Their mental connection is orders of magnitude more complex than any magic I've ever encountered."

Valerian paused his notation and looked up. "How do you mean?"

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Galen gestured at the swirling patterns etched in light. "Every thought they share echoes across all three of them, refracting and multiplying as it bounces between their minds. It's almost like... like their thoughts exist in multiple states simultaneously, each one influencing and being influenced by the others."

He frowned slightly at the glowing display, as if it had begun communicating in a language he didn't quite understand.

"But that's not all," he continued. "There's a... structure to the way their minds interact, like they're filling roles within a larger whole. Elements of their individual personalities seem to complement each other, combining to form something greater than the sum of its parts."

Valerian arched an eyebrow. "Almost sounds like you're describing some kind of hive-mind."

Galen's eyes widened behind his spectacles, and he snapped his fingers. "Exactly! It's not a perfect analogy, but the concept is similar. The more I study this, the more convinced I am that these three—no, all five of them—are, indeed, bound as a single entity."

He circled the apparatus, fingers tapping lightly against his chin in thought, before continuing. "Their shared consciousness defies conventional understanding. It is not a question of any single mind housing these five personas, or even a true fusion of multiple minds—rather, it's a distributed unity, with each persona contributing to the overarching whole without diminishing individual autonomy."

"Curious indeed," Valerian concurred. "It does raise the question of what, exactly, they are."

Galen scratched at his salt-and-pepper beard. "I suspect they are, in some sense, singular: a single being distributed across multiple vessels. The question then becomes how and why this extraordinary entity came to inhabit these forms."

Valerian pondered for a moment, glancing at Ember, Pyra, and Kindle, each of them now deeply entranced by the resonance crowns, lost in the kaleidoscopic projection of their thoughts dancing across the crystalline lattice.

He eventually broke the silence. "Could it be some kind of possession? Demonic, or spiritual?"

Galen shook his head. "I considered that, of course. Possession usually entails one overarching will dominating the others, and we see no evidence of that here. No, I believe the three of them—indeed, the five of them—are inherently cooperating with one another. They are facets of a whole."

He took a step back, his gaze sweeping over the cascading patterns. "I must confess, however, that the precise mechanism eludes me. It is almost as if they each inhabit a different... layer. Or perhaps stratum would be a better word. Distinct, yet intrinsically bound."

"That doesn't necessarily rule out possession or invasion," Valerian stated flatly, "just means whatever is behind it is far more complex and subtle than typical demonic or spiritual incursions."

"True," Galen conceded, "but the more I observe, the more I'm inclined to think we're dealing with something else entirely. I would even go so far as to suggest—hypothetically, of course—that this may be evidence of an entirely new form of consciousness."

Despite Galen's careful caveats, the suggestion hung in the air, as if daring the room to contradict it.

"In either case," Valerian said, breaking the moment of introspection, "their abilities challenge everything we know about magic and the nature of the soul. They must be monitored and understood for the sake of Amaranth as much as their own."

"Agreed," Galen murmured.

The two archmages lapsed into silence once more, watching the symphony of light playing out before them. Above the entwined personas, the patterns etched by the crystals continued to weave their enigmatic tale.

Ash and Cinder rejoined their sister-selves at the Magisterium. A harrowed-looking Valerian escorted them to a dining chamber, where Ember, Pyra, and Kindle were already seated around a table laden with a lavish dinner spread.

Platters of roasted game and cured sausages sat alongside bowls of stew, trays of buttered rolls, and an assortment of cheeses and fruits. The air was redolent with the mouth-watering aromas of savory meats and fresh bread.

Ember barely glanced up from her plate as Ash and Cinder took their seats. "Hey," she said with a sigh, "don't expect much in the way of conversation. Today's exercises were... exhausting."

"Sounds like we missed quite the day," Cinder said dryly, piling her plate with sliced venison and stewed carrots. "Anyone up for explaining?"

Ember and Kindle exchanged tired looks, while Pyra shoveled spoonfuls of stew into her mouth with abandon, leaving a glistening sheen of gravy on her chin.

"I think Valerian can explain better than I can," Ember admitted. "It was a lot of... observation and monitoring. They wanted to understand how our minds were... structured, I guess."

Valerian, who had busied himself pouring wine for the group, set down the decanter and reclaimed his seat.

"After establishing baselines for your physical capabilities," he explained, "our focus shifted to unraveling the complexities of your interconnected minds."

"That sounds less like magical research and more like a journey into esoteric philosophy," Cinder said.

"In truth, it was a bit of both," Valerian acknowledged. "What Galen and I observed was... well, it was truly remarkable. Your shared mind defies all established theory on magic and consciousness."

"You do paint a compelling picture," Cinder said, and Ash detected a slight edge in her voice, betraying a wariness that mirrored her own. "But it doesn't exactly sound like any of this is making your lives easier."

Valerian cleared his throat and shifted in his seat. "That part is... complicated. On one hand, yes, these discoveries do complicate our lives considerably. The mysteries of your powers are no less confounding after our investigations than they were before."

He paused, swirling the wine in his goblet thoughtfully before taking a slow sip, his eyes fixed on the dark liquid within.

"There's one final test, though," he finally said, setting the goblet down gently on the table linen. "I've mentioned it before, but have been hesitant to fully commit."

"You want one of us to die so you can observe us coming back," Ash said, her tone flat. Despite the dinner's tantalizing aroma and the promise of conversation about deep philosophical matters, she found her appetite waning.

Valerian grimaced. "Yes," he said after a pause, and his voice held no trace of a lie. "I'm sorry, but observing you during this... process... would prove invaluable."

Kindle leaned forward. "What good would that do, anyway? We already told you everything—how it works, what happens. Watching it happen wouldn't change anything."

"Perhaps not, but direct observation would allow us to discern nuances in the process—subtleties that might hold the key to fully understanding your unique condition."

"I'm not volunteering," Pyra grumbled between mouthfuls.

"Nor should you," Valerian assured her hastily. "The choice of who, or if, this test is conducted is entirely yours. But the offer stands, should you wish to fully complete our understanding of your abilities."

Ash glanced around the table, watching the varied reactions of her other selves. Cinder picked at a piece of venison, while Kindle took an oversized bite of a roll and looked into the distance, her gaze unfocused. Pyra's focus had shifted to spearing a roasted potato with her fork, and Ember continued to regard Valerian with a cautious look.

Only Ash held Valerian's gaze firmly.

"Don't expect a decision tonight," she said. "We need more time to... discuss things."

"That's more than fair," he agreed.

Cinder stabbed at her venison. "If we do agree, how would this even work? You have a volunteer executioner on staff, ready at a moment's notice to put someone to the axe?"

Valerian's frown deepened. "Nothing so barbaric. We have magical means at our disposal, spells designed for this very purpose."

"Designed to... kill people?"

"To end life, yes," Valerian acknowledged, his expression revealing nothing but calm acceptance. "An Archmage of my or Galen's calibre can invoke a spell of instant death—a painless, merciful end. A soul severed from its vessel instantly, with no suffering."

"Well, that doesn't make it sound any better," Pyra mumbled under her breath.

Ember sat forward a bit, narrowing her eyes. "If you could just kill us instantly, why haven't you done it already?"

"That would be unconscionable, a violation of every ethical standard the Magisterium is built upon." He arched an eyebrow, as if daring them to challenge his claim. "Our methods may seem unorthodox or even invasive, but it is the welfare of Amaranth that guides our actions."

"And I suppose these 'ethical standards' don't cover an instant kill spell?" Cinder asked dryly, jabbing her fork in Valerian's direction.

Valerian held her stare evenly, though the muscles along his jaw visibly tightened. "I wouldn't expect an uninitiated to understand the full depth of magical ethics. Yes, death magic is considered—by some factions within the Magisterium—to be an ethical gray area. But we use it sparingly. Often we employ it as a means of ending pointless suffering, or in cases like this, where direct observation holds a high enough value to justify its invocation."

Cinder snorted but made no further comment, turning her attention back to her plate with a dismissive wave of her hand.

"All magic is a tool," Valerian continued. "Its utility varies based on intent and circumstance. These circumstances—" He paused, gesturing toward them before continuing. "—are as singular as you are. All of this is being done with the express purpose of understanding your nature and providing us with information we need to ensure it doesn't pose a danger."

"We've been over this. We're no danger to anyone," Cinder repeated for what felt like the hundredth time. "Not without reason, at least."

Valerian's gaze lingered on her for a moment, as if sizing her up, before he relented, "I believe you. But we're only a few steps from confirming that, once and for all." His eyes drifted away from Cinder to each of them, his expression solemn. "Ultimately, the choice lies with you."

He tipped back his goblet, emptying it with a long swallow, then placed it on the table with a heavy sigh.

"That's more than enough gloomy talk for one meal," he announced, slapping his palms decisively against his thighs. "This is supposed to be a feast, isn't it? Eat, enjoy. We can worry about weighty choices tomorrow." With that, he offered them a smile that seemed just a hair's breadth from genuine.

The meal progressed in awkward silence as everyone focused on their food. Eventually, Valerian cleared his throat, as if mustering the courage to broach a new topic, and launched into a story about some antic from his past involving a misplaced hat and a flock of geese, prompting chuckles from around the table. It wasn't hilarious, but in the tension of the moment, it was enough to ease the mood.

The walk back to their townhouse after dinner was one filled with a looming quiet, each step of their boots on the cobbled street echoing with the weight of their own thoughts. The city, normally so filled with life and noise, seemed muted, as if the world itself was holding its breath awaiting their decision.

Kindle was the first to break the silence. She adjusted the pin securing a few strands of hair, a nervous habit, before she spoke. "Do you think we should do it?"

The question, so simple and direct, pierced through the quiet like an arrow. Ash tilted her head back and stared up at the night sky. A million stars twinkled back down at her, a celestial witness to their dilemma.

Ember shoved her hands deeper into the pockets of her coat. "Aside from you, the rest of us have died and come back at least once. It's not exactly an exciting prospect, but it's also not... unfamiliar."

Ash's lips twitched with a grim semblance of a smile. "So what would one more death be? Just another day for us."

Despite the tension, there was a flicker of wry amusement in her voice, a reluctant acknowledgment of the absurdity they'd come to accept as their reality. They were always looking for ways to banter about their circumstances.

"Exactly," said Cinder. "Might as well get it over with. Rip the bandage off and all that."

Pyra hugged Ash from behind and playfully nuzzled against her back. "You died twice already, so you probably shouldn't go for a hat trick."

"Not letting me forget that, huh?" Ash groaned.

"Nope, you're our record holder!" Pyra giggled.

"So," Ember prompted. "Who are we thinking?"

They all turned to Kindle.

Kindle paused, then ran a hand over her hair, as if trying to smooth away her apprehension. "Me?"

Ember nodded. "You've never died before. About time you took one for the team."

The words, spoken so matter-of-factly, earned a chuckle from Ash, who grinned at Kindle. "And the rest of us already know the routine, but you've always wondered..."

Cinder patted Kindle's shoulder. "Consider it a rite of passage."

Kindle grumbled but relented. "Fine, fine. I'll do it. Happy?" She let out a huff. "You all just didn't want to get dead."

Pyra snickered. "Hey, at least you're taking it better than Ember did. She threw such a fit about it!"

Ember grumbled incoherently and buried her chin deeper into the fur collar of her coat.

Kindle gave a final sigh of resignation. "Better than it being a surprise."

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