Chapter 1150: Riding the Wind and Asking the Moon (235)
However, she could not lose her temper, nor did she dare to meet the patience and gentleness in Xu Chengfeng’s eyes.
She could only lean back against the door weakly, allowing him to press down on her and confine her between her body and the door. She turned her head to avoid his gaze, and her voice was filled with unwillingness and unwillingness.”I’m not acting out of spite. I just don’t want to repeat the same mistake again.”
Xu Chengfeng looked at her gently.””Zuo Yue, I can tolerate all your temper and resentment now, but you can’t just ignore your own reputation so casually. The Zuo family in Los Angeles is not an ordinary family. You know that if you openly admit that you are that kid’s girlfriend at such a banquet, he will leave a mark in your relationship history. Whether it’s true or not, he will leave a deep mark. You won’t be able to explain it to anyone in the future.”
“I know, so what?”Zuo Yue looked up at him.” Even if I have a few more boyfriends after a few years, even if others find out that my love history is messy and I have one boyfriend after another, it would still sound much better than being slept with by my own uncle.””
As Xu Chengfeng frowned, she smiled and said,””Yes, I’m not your real uncle, but in the eyes of others, you’re my uncle. What else can you give me other than the identity of an uncle, Xu Chengfeng?”
Xu Chengfeng looked at her for a moment and asked calmly,””What do you want?”
His gaze remained calm, and his voice was flat, without much emotion.
“Do you know why I refuse to turn back?” Zuo Yue snorted.”
Xu Chengfeng looked at her.”
“Yes, I’m afraid.” Zuo Yue looked at her with a straight face. She raised her hand and gently pushed his hand away from her shoulder. She did not have the slightest intention of throwing a tantrum. When he did not force her to put down his hand, she laughed lightly.”Whether it was three years ago or three years later, you are still the same Xu Chengfeng. However, you always maintain your rationality and don’t show your emotions. No matter what, I can’t understand your true feelings.”
” Just like back then, I clearly thought that you loved me too. Just like back then, before you left, you could act as a loving couple with me for so many days. I thought that you loved me as much as I did, but in the end, I realized that everything was an illusion. I was too naive. In the end, all the reasons stemmed from one reason. It was because you didn’t care enough. You didn’t love me to the extent that you could disregard everything. Your rationality was my greatest enemy.”
“Including now. You said that you’re not related to me by blood, so you came back to look for me. However, Xu Chengfeng, you only wanted to come back and find what you lost because you didn’t have it completely back then. Is it just because you’re possessive and want to find me back by your side, or is it really because of love? I don’t know. I can’t understand you, but I can’t feel anything.”
” I’m afraid that once I get so deep that I can’t leave, you’ll leave again for some reason. You can leave as if you didn’t leave anything behind. I don’t want to suffer that anymore. That’s a pain that I can’t bear in my life. If there’s a second time, I might really die.”Zuo Yue just looked at him, her eyes red, but she forced herself not to cry.
“Because I really loved you deeply, that’s why I’m so afraid. But you only treat it as me venting my anger.”Zuo Yue chuckled with reddened eyes.”Your identity can’t change anything now. I think it’s better to keep it like this. I won’t go like a moth to a flame anymore, and you don’t have to think that I’m your concern anymore.”
Xu Chengfeng looked at her but did not say anything. His eyes were fixed on her.
Zuo Yue turned her eyes away. She did not want to look into his eyes. After all, she had never truly understood her for so long.
She sniffed quietly and rubbed her eyes. Before her tears fell, she wiped away the warmth in her eyes.”I’ll leave first. I didn’t take the matter with the Bai family to heart, so you don’t have to take it to heart either. That’s my classmate, so I don’t want to make things difficult for her.”
“Zuo Yue.”
Xu Chengfeng called out to her.
Zuo Yue pursed her lips and opened the door as if she had not heard anything.
However, there was a sudden burst of violent collisions and chaotic noises outside. There were even the frightened cries of children brought by some people at the banquet. Zuo Yue’s movements paused, and the door that was only slightly opened was suddenly opened by Xu Chengfeng behind her.
She took a step back passively.
Xu Chengfeng immediately pulled her away from the door and took the lead to walk out of the door to take a look at the situation outside. He seemed to have noticed something and immediately turned around to look at Zuo Yue with a cold and serious expression.”He’s inside, don’t come out!”
Zuo Yue was alerted that something must have happened outside. She was about to follow him out when Xu Chengfeng suddenly looked at her with an unusually serious and cold gaze.”Don’t come out! Get in!”
Zuo Yue’s footsteps stopped and she looked at him.””What happened?”
Xu Chengfeng did not answer. He glanced at her and then looked at the direction of the window in the lounge.”Go and close the curtains. Don’t let the people outside find out that there’s someone here. Lock the door. Do you remember?”
“What exactly happened? Why…”
“Bang!”
Suddenly, a gunshot rang out, causing Zuo Yue’s voice to be stuck in her throat. She looked at Xu Chengfeng’s serious eyes in shock, and at the same time, she heard even more terrified screams from the banquet hall outside.
“Are they here for you?” Seeing that he was about to leave, Zuo Yue anxiously reached out and pulled him back.
“No, I’m not that careless. Since I’m willing to show myself in such a place, of course there’s a reason why I won’t be tracked down.”Xu Chengfeng said calmly,” However, there are many people from all walks of life gathered at this banquet. There are many people who have offended the American underworld. I’m not sure what will happen later, but you better go in and stay there. Don’t come out.””
Xu Chengfeng could hear the worry in her tone. He looked back at her, and his tone softened a little. It was no longer as cold and serious.”Be good and go in.”
“Since they are not here for you, I will go with you…”
Xu Chengfeng did not wait for her to finish and pushed her back into the door. Zuo Yue staggered back into the door and quickly came over. Xu Chengfeng closed the door and said through the door,””Listen to me, don’t come out and run around. I’ll tell you about what you said just now after we leave this place safely.”
Zuo Yue wanted to open the door, but because of his words, she did not try to open it. She stood still in the door, but her eyes were red.
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