Chapter 308: Psychological Hint
Translator: Atlas Studios Editor: Atlas Studios
Bo Anyi stayed where he was, not knowing what expression to face her with.
Yue Xin did not wait for his answer and was about to enter the Land of the Fallen.
Bo Anyi rushed forward and grabbed Yue Xin’s hand. Unlike before, his hand held Yue Xin tightly.
“What do you mean?”
Yue Xin said, “You don’t want to leave me now because of the psychological dependence produced by the long-term effects of the medicine. As long as you leave for some time, you can return to normal.”
“What if I don’t want to?”
Yue Xin turned around and looked at Bo Anyi, still cold. “You’re Bo Anyi, not No.12. Have you been a dog for too long and don’t know how to be a human anymore?”
Bo Anyi tightened his grip and said with a trembling voice, “Is, is this how you look at me?”
“Yes, you have to understand that your current feelings are all fake…”
“It can’t be fake!” Bo Anyi interrupted Yue Xin for the first time. “Yes, I followed you at the beginning to atone for my sins to Yue Qing, but you were the one who made me willing to hand over my life. Could this be fake too?”
“Yes.” Yue Xin said with certainty, “You were just deceived by yourself. Don’t
follow me anymore.”
Bo Anyi still refused to let go. He gripped Yue Xin’s wrist tightly and begged softly, “Don’t go.”
Yue Xin stopped in her tracks, but she only returned to normal in an instant.
“Don’t wheedle.”
However, Bo Anyi did not listen to her and said stubbornly, “Don’t leave, okay?”
Yue Xin sighed. Thinking of her plan, she was a little helpless. “How about this? In a year, you will be able to find the meaning that belongs to you. If you still want to follow me in a year, then come back and find me.”
Hearing this, Bo Anyi finally reluctantly accepted it and let go.
The moment he let go, Bo Anyi felt that he had lost something very important, but he did not know what it was. He could only listen to Yue Xin and search for that illusory meaning like in the past.
Yue Xin walked into the Land of the Fallen and closed the door without looking back. She walked to the door of Building 5. This place seemed to have been burned and no longer looked like the past. Yue Xin did not go upstairs. Instead, she sat in front of Building 5 and began to mutter to herself, “Yi Chengxuan, I once told you that I wouldn’t regret it, but I regret it now.”
“I already know what scenery my sister wants me to see. That kind of scenery might be peerless for her and for the past me, but now, I seem to be able to understand your feelings a little.”
“I still don’t know what you’re thinking. If you want me to be your successor…”
Yue Xin paused for a moment before continuing, ” Why did you… suddenly die? ”
“Do you know why you’ve never been able to defeat Sister? You thought that you could commit suicide without hesitation and transfer your memories back. She’s ruthless to others and even more ruthless to herself. If you want to kill her, not to mention 26 times, even if you want to kill her a thousand times, you won’t be able to succeed.”
“But I know what to do.”
“The more I see the beautiful scenery, the more I miss the past. I think I did something wrong. I should have looked back at you that day. Perhaps you wouldn’t have given up on yourself so early.”
Yue Xin knew how to go back in time, and she also knew all the secrets related to the transmission of memories. Just as Yi Chengxuan had said, a person’s brain had a limited capacity, so it was impossible to transmit memories indefinitely. However, this was only under the condition of transmitting all their memories. If it was like Yue Qing, where she only transmitted a small portion of her memories in a direction each time, there could be infinite uses. Yue Qing had taught her that as long as she gave herself a hint and restricted her memories like now, she could transmit the memories she wanted. Coupled with Yi Chengxuan’s words, Yue Xin deduced another possibility. She closed her eyes and gave herself a psychological hint.
Using Yi Chengxuan’s experience as a reference, her memory should accept an age of 10 to 12 years old. If she accepted all her memories during this period, not only would she not be able to move normally, but she would even go crazy. For her at that age, she only needed a result-oriented approach. With the premise of results, her past self would definitely give up something that did not belong to her.
When vulnerable and afraid, she would sleep to avoid doing the wrong thing.
Her interaction with Yue Lingchen was based on Yi Chengxuan, Yue Lingfeng was based on E.P., Yue Lingyun was based on Leng Chen, Yue Lingyu was based on Maya’s approach to herself, and Yue Lingyi was based on Su Yu.
All that was left was to wait for her past self to be strong enough to withstand everything, or for Yue Qing to appear. Then, she would unlock all her memories and recall all the hints and plans she had given herself.
After giving herself a psychological hint, Yue Xin took out a pistol and aimed it at her heart. She chuckled and said, “Yi Chengxuan, you win.”
BANG!
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